hey, it's like, you're the one who told me not to bother you when i need a driver, so why the hell are you complaining when im going on my own? and, there's seriously NO NEED for a cold war for real? whateverrrr.
admit it; it's my first taking a morning bus to school, how abt that? and it kinda sucked. i took 178 instead of 174. OKAY. and yes, i realised when the bus went to snow city. errrr? i alighted and took a cab instead? THE POWER OF THE TAXI. why're you just that powerful? RAWR. flash your red light pleaseeeee. :/ there goes my $7.50 ITS PEAK HOUR.
and i didnt have cash with meh. (Y) *thumbs up* best. so ahbu waited at the cantenn to... yes, give meh moneh. rawr. how embarrassing. okay, it isnt really that bad till, mojojojo came into the class. GREAT. to whoever who knew and didnt told me that she's coming, FUCK YOU. okay, im kidding, no im not? (N)
woops, i had a stomachache! like real. and i went off at 9.20am GREAT. and found myself slacking at starbucks for good.
Fuckyou biatch, you wasted my time and moneh; oh wait, or bastard instead?no one really knows, actually.
Tuesday, August 31, 2010 @ 11:31 PM
Here's one post specially dedicated to the college friends who i want to thank most!
Hey girls! thankyou for being there for me no matter what befalls me for the past few months. It's real amazing- how we became goodfriends in just 8 months! Remember the times when we saw each other, and we didnt even bother to go forward to say "hi" to each other, even though we know that we're gonna be in the same class for the stressing 2years through thick and thin.
And, i remember the first time i saw ginny- we're having orientation in the hall, assembling for our camp, and ginny came late (isn't it?) and, she tried to befriend me, but i was kinda cold towards her, haha. and i couldnt really remember her name though. woops. i didnt mean it! yeah, several times she tried to chat with me on KPOP? was it? haha, i think so. and yeah, we managed to have conversations with one another cos we BOTH LOVED KPOP. HAH. okay yeah, the love didnt cease till now at least (: and yup, it's kinda funny, cos our conv was, she kept asking me about who i like in kpop, and i know this this this or this or smth. hah, and whether i learnt korean language, was it you? or is it peilin? hah. cant rmb.
ohyeah, huangyu. the first time i saw her, i didnt really like her at first (im being honest yeh!) haha. woops, but i love you now la. :3 LOL. cos she had those leadership eagerness in her, that makes me feel like she's trying to control what i wanna do in the camp, OKAY FORGET IT, that was during the start of the year, BUT WE'RE (Y) FRIENDS NOW WHAT. haha. but yeah, as i got to know her, she's totally not what i used to think she was. :D cheerios. and, becos of that, we didnt really talked to each other much during the start of the year, even thought we hang out in the same clique, and POOF, miraculously, one incident made us closer than eve. (Y)
chenhui! frankly speaking, i didnt even know she existed in my OG, till i saw her during dinner on the 1st day of camp? and yes, i didnt even noticed her during lunch time, wow. okay, the girl who hangs out with huilin during the camp- her name. LOL. and i started to doubt if she's really a table tennis player in her sec sch, from some mojojojo who apparently told me she was? blah blah. siaodingdong-ly, she became our class rep, and same thing, clique-d.
now, the motherly huilin. nothing much leh. HAHA. you never really leave a deep impression for me during the camp. OHYA. i rmb. the girl WHO WAS THROWN ON THE SLIDE DURING WET WATER GAMES. HAHA. epic nice manxz. she's just too small, i gotta say. haha. :P and i really didnt know how we became the closest, SERIOUSLY. surprisingly, we paired up, even though our views are poles-end different! haha, but unlike poles attract what ^^. LOL.
it was you girls that made me led a great life in JJ, even without the heartless WOON. woops!
it was you girls who gave me the motivation to carry on when i'm down.
it was you girls who stood by me no matter what happens.
it was you girls who listened to my complaints and woes.
it was you girls who consoled me when i cry.
it was you girls who have been putting up with my wilfulness and unexpected "seasonal"tantrums.
it was you girls who fa hua chi with me.
it was you girls who laughed at my jokes, even though they're not funny.
it was you girls who say JIAYOU to me whenever i go for competitions or carrying out tasks.
it was you girls who helped me with my homework and studies.
it was you girls who made me feel LOVED
and many more...
you girls are just so great! that i couldnt express the bravo-ness of all of you!
I LOVE YOU. :D
dont cry upon reading okay! hahaha. :D
Ginneh: thankyou for always listening to my stories, my 怨恨，my complaints, event though it doesnt concern you! thankyou! you've been a great listener! sorry if neglect you at times, i didnt mean it! :D like i say, 你不可以死！cos alot secrets will be lost! HAHA. dont stress yourself too much yeh? loveya! :D
AHYU: MRTANKG MY BF. haha. please be nice to him, thankyou. LOL. HAHA. thankyou for giving valuable suggestions and comments on what to do, when im facing a big problem! dont stress youself with your csl projects, and niaoshendan! tell me if he bully you okay! i help you take revenge haha. and some bitches just arent worthy enough for you to care about her, so sont care her! :D JIAYOU~ and *erhem* also in csl, wor. I WANT TO CHANGE LIFE WITH YOU LA. RAWR.
xiaozhabor!: HAVE A HAPPY RELATIONSHIP OKAY. dont be over-sensitive like me! :D dont be too agitated (you always do!) dont think too much. those suckers smses, JUST IGNORE. no matter what, i'll be here for you! dont tear me and xiaoshraf apart pleaseeeee. LOL, HAHA. ILY. dont think that im angry at you just because i never talk to you okay! HAHA. i emo sometimes one. heh.
AHBU!: AHBUAHBUAHBUAHBU! your *lag3sec*, haha. i know i've been throwing tantrums at you, and you've been happily putting up with it. im sorry, and thankyou! thankyou for your understanding! i really appreciated it. :D promise i wouldnt do that again! :D muacks i love you. LOL. FUJJ NO USE ONE LA. HAHA. i better. LOL. although i love kg more. ROFL. I WANT GO SHOPPING AGAIN! you're the best! LOVELOVELOVELOVELOVE.
YOU GIRLS ARE JUST,
UNBELIEVABLY GORGEOUS! :D
BFFS FOREVER! ;D
Wednesday, August 18, 2010 @ 5:47 PM
Long since i last posted.
well, life sucked for the past few weeks.
i've been inconsistent in my studies, and yep, the teachers are going after me now. zzz. and, whoa, im officially the new target for Ms Tie. *hooray??* gawd. the worst thing that can happen to me, I GAINED WEIGHT AGAIN. and yep, this's haunting me for at least a month i guess? eyyyyy, whyyyyy. sian. im not feeling good about gaining weight, and i know it's a bit dumb- but it seriously affect my mood and my drive to studies? and the worst thing of all, the moody me that makes me wanna eat to destress?! cmon! i've been fumbling about this that i cant study okay. LOL. what a reason.
okay, i've decided to go running later, YES WITH MY STRONG FLU :D I MUST LOSE WEIGHT. :D at least, make my face look slimmer? ROFL.
ey suck, TKG not teaching us PE anymore /:
and, WHO THE HECK IS JAYJAYSEE. :S wahlaoooooo.
yay, i'm going yog badminton tmr.
yay, KHJmaknae is coming to SG on 29 AUG? but not KHJ, well well.
yay, teachers' day is coming soon, and im gonna kill brain cells again.
if it's your son who's snatching your tv, i bet you're not gonna give a damn about it. maybe, you'll even ask you daughter to get him snacks for accompanion so that he can enjoy to the fullest. toobad for me, im just your daughter, who will always be the sacrifice for your punchbag, who will not get anyof what bro gets, who's forever isolated in your eyes, neglected.
Wednesday, July 21, 2010 @ 9:57 PM
21 July , the day i commemorate.
21 July 2007
the day you left us, quietly.
how are you doing?
the pain you endured, the last breath you held helplessly, the scenes were not engraved in us, for we didnt get to see.
you were so near, but we failed to sense it.
if you had cried louder, maybe... we would.
i saw the pain in everyone, and felt the misery in me.
my nose, that became heavy
my eyes, that went watery the piercing pain that went through my heart.
i shouted, and everyone did, for you to come back to us, but we know it's impossible.
we went sleepless
we dreamt of you everyday
hallucinating your presence at each and every corner, wherever we are.
four years passed, and it had never change.
we may not show it, but we are doing that in our minds.
i remember, the curry noodles that you cooked for me everytime i'm hungry.
plus the egg that added color to the simple yet delicious meal.
a less than 50cents meal, but it was enough, for happiness.
i know, i'll never ever get to savour that again.
but foolish me still hope for the day.
you'll never be forgotten.
Thursday, July 15, 2010 @ 10:51 PM
LOVE, ella lisa meixiu ronald! :D
♥김현중 KHJ LOVER
♥JANET,SEVENTEEN! [15-05-93] the day GENIUS appeared on EARTH.
I wish I wish and I wish, that KHJ will appear infront of me one dayyyy. aww.