Friday, June 20, 2008 @ 9:54 PM
hmm,
i've been laughing at ppl for doing this 99 qns thing. HAHAS.
but here i am doing it too. OOPS!
LOL. cos saw some qns that i'm interested in. so might as well do everything. :P
DONT LAUGH AT ME! ;D
lai bah ~ (:
1. What’s the connection between you and the last person that called you?
friends.
2. Do you turn you cell phone off?
nope, not all all. unless no battery. LOL.
3.What happened at 10.00am today?
got up from bed, brushing teeth.
4.When did you last cry?
tuesday? sadded.
5. What is your favourite thing to eat with peanut butter?
wafer.
6. What do you want in your life now?
the clock to turn anti-clockwise.
7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or you just put up your hood?
i carry umbrella for fun only. :S never get the cance to use it. LOL.
8. What’s your favourite thing to have on your bed?
ALFRED & ZHU! ;D
9. What bottom are you wearing now?
adidas shorts :x
10. What’s the nicest text in your inbox says?
"Hahax. Online lor. take your time & come back :D" wel, think this wouldnt appear anymore bah ):
11. Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
of course not. but it seems to be sticking with me throughout. ):
12. Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
nope.
13. What was the last movie you caught?
cant rmb ehhs :S but shld be step up 2/ vantage point bah. ;( long time never watch lo.
14. What are you proud of?
having a buddy like WAN! ;D
15. What does the oldest message in your inbox says?
"you coming for training right?" LOL, see how i'm attracted to badm. ;D
16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
最长的电影,周杰伦。well, it's 一边哭,一边唱。LOL.
17. Do you have any nicknames?
DAGGER! ;D
18. What does your last message in your inbox says?
same as q15 -.-
19. What time did you go to bed last night?
12.30 AM :X
20.Are you currently happy?
NAH. totally OPPOSITE! :S
21. Who gives you the best advice?
Nicholas?
22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
EWW.
23. Who did you talk on phone last night?
mei, HUIWEN ;D
24. Is anything bugging you right now?
DUH. ALOT LARR! RAWRR.
25. What/ Who was the last thing/person which/who made you laugh?
WAN!!!
26. Do you wear toe socks?
NOPE.
27. Who was the last person you missed a call from?
meimei?
28. Had you every had your heart broken?
DUH?! like now? >:S
29. What annoys you in a person?
liars. ): betrayers. backstabbers.
30. Do you have a crush on anyone?
so what? ppl just dont appreciate it >:(
31. Have you ever done cocaine?
NOPE. guai-kia u know? ;D
32. Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollars?
YEA. can i do it now? LOL.
.33. What is the colour of your room?
purple.
34. Do you believe in the saying ‘talk in cheap’?
no?
35. Who is the last person to lay on your bed?
JANET! ;D
36. Who was the last person to hug you?
mummy (:
37. What do you say to the person you have crush on?
you mean now? dont think have anything to say bah ): too complicated. LOL.
38. Do you have a life?
am i supposed to have? :S
39. Have you ever think someone died, when they havent?
YEA. like now? ><><><
54. Does the person know you like him/her?
yea. but it's useless la. ):
55. Who always make you laugh?
WAN!! ;D
56. Do you use other language other than english?
CHINESE?! =.= hokkien, malay etc.
57. Are you blond?
nope. can u imagine? LOL!
58. What is your favourite song?
With You, CHRIS BROWN! ;D
59. What are you doing tomorrow?
tuition, CSC training, meet WAN ;D what else? :S
60. Who do you chose to die with?
alone bah. so that those who caused my death will be guilty foreverr. LOL.
61. What do you think you are like?
Love-Fool. ):
62. Where have you been today?
Hong Kah ;D
63. What game do you play often?
AUDITION? LOL.
64. Who are you missing right now?
must i say here?! 应该知道的人,就会知道。(:
65. If you would have to chose between friends and love, which will you chose?
LOVE. c'mon.
66. What are you doing right now?
BLOGGING?! ==
67. Which primary school are you from?
SAINT ANTHONY'S PRIMARY! ;D
68. Name 3 colours that you like.
Blue, Red, Pink! ;D
69. What emotion you like to show?
:D ,but limited to some type of ppl.
70. What is life to you?
whirlpool. ):
71. If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
consult mei or nic (: worse of all, EMO!
72. Who did you chat last in msn today?
meimei? ;D
73. Who do you admire most?
Ella. ;D
74. Which month are you born in?
MAY ;D
75. How are you feeling right now?
heartache. ):
76. What is the time right now?
11pm?
77. Where are you now?
home.
78. What colour did you use to dye hair?
brown? used to nia.
79. Why are you doing this test?
cos pratically everyone's doing it. & interested in some qns. ;D
80. What do you do when you are moody?
listen to sad songs, emo, eat grapes. (lol) take it out on myself. worse situation, CRY.
81. At which age do you want to marry?
28/29 (:
82. Who is more important to you?
kins.
83. Do you think you have enough confidence?
sometimes somehow. depends. LOL.
84. Who is the person you trust most?
Esther & meimei?
85. Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after raining?
that would be great. (:
86. If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
turn pretty ;D
87. What is your goal for this year?
be as pro as Jing in badm, top 10% in school. ;D
88. Do you believe in eternity love?
yes.
89. What do you love?
JJ ;D (lol)
90. Do you think it’s Global Warming now?
nope. maybe because i'm fevering now. LOL.
91. What feeling you hate most?
getting jealous. heartbreaks. ):
92. Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
yes. if it's TRUE.
93. Do you believe in God?
sometimes. (:
94. Who cares for you most?
Liping? ;D
95. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
hmm, havent think that far yet. but for now is to get on a new life. ;D
96. What’ll you bring when you fight?
O.O i dont fight! LOL. my hands! *slaps*slaps*slaps* ;D
97. What have you regretted in your whole life?
alot of things. but for now, shld be to get to know him. ):
98. What would you feel if no one cares for you?
sad?!
99. What if your stead two-timed you?
emo. CRY. maybe will 跳楼 bah. LOL.
WAH SIAO.
I CANT BELIEVE I COMPLETED IT!
LOL.
RAWR.
met up with rocker, WAN. to go for training at hongkah todayy. sadded. the rawkers weren't there. I'm the only girl there wor. :S having guy's training for the whole "life-snatching" day. LOL. kena tortured like hell sial. hey, i'm sick ok? LOL. well, coach just dont give a damn to this. sigh, my leg is going worse man. :S
hmm, wonder what power does WAN have. i'll just laugh whenever i'm with him. LOL. c'mon, dont get the wrong idea kayy? ;D he's such a mr.goodguy man. really lucky to meet a buddy like him. (: 3 cheers WAN! ;D
bleh. went off with WAN,kaiming& Aidi. WAN "kop" my racket! RAWR. LOL. nvm, shall meet him up tmr to get it. ;D chatted the whole long journey with Aidi. LOL. went backk home to have steamboat. sial, i always pang-seh WAN. so guilty. ): nvm, shall make it up tmr ;D
off to ISPL! ;D
-JANET-
well, avoiding really does help.
maybe your wish of forgetting will realise soon.
frens foreverr. (:
Thursday, June 19, 2008 @ 9:54 PM
it's getting worse.
this just can't be helped..
when is my rainbow gonna be coloured again?
to forget isn't easy & isn't the best choice.
it needs time.
the best choice is to give it all up.
& start afresh.
but obstacles are just holding it back.
making it unable to be carried out.
even harder than before.
leaving it in a whirlpool.
messed up & no one clearing it up.
Tuesday, June 17, 2008 @ 10:40 PM
sian.
really regretted going to vietnam. bad expedition, bad outcome.
6days.
really happened alot of things. it's like, the whole world's turning upside down.
well,
dont think i'm gonna post abt vietnam anymore. since it's such a bad curse. ):
i'm in the least mood to do anything now. maybe i just needed a really good break. A break that can let me think everything properly, so that i wont act harshly, so that i wont regret, so that everything can be solved, so that.. all can come to an end. it's really tiring man, i swear it is. well, shall let tmr be the day. no going out, no trainings, no tournament, nothing. face the wall & reflect, THINK. dont want it to be the same old way to solve probs. needed a best solution.
i screwed everything up today. lost the match today, led the team to lose WKW tourn. sadded. but losing is expected de. shld be because i'm sick.(well, fever sore throat, what else?) & some other things that were going throught my minds & eyes, which makes me hard to focus though. shit, got gun-shot alot of times today. everytime liddat de lar, lose match liao, nth good will happen. ): sob. wound still very deep wor. :S
coach really knows me best man. thanks, but it's not neccessary. cos it wont help anyway. it'll just make things worse i think. hope not. sadly, anytime i may let coach down again this few weeks. see how things go.
& thanks Jing, Qing & Ella. (: ella! dont be too agitated. you-all're the best. (: not forgetting huiwen. (:
today's training is tough. take this as a punishment or retribution to me bah. or part of a way that can make me grow.
persist on.
cos tmr will be a better day.
cos there's still a long way to go.
cos you're gonna turn the world back to its normal self again.
strive on.
JIAYOU!
不可以轻易倒下!
-JANET-
lies. you lied. cruel move. ):
Monday, June 16, 2008 @ 10:55 PM
YO GUYS, I'M BACK!
wahahas, reached s'pore at abt 1pm todayy. took a 8.45am flight. woo~
got great stuffs for you guys! cheer man. LOL!
well, i shall just cut it short.
sundayy morning we had breakfast by the beach! YAY. it's shuangg dao~. LOL. then after that we travelled backk to HO Chin Minh city, where we bade goodbye to our fren-cum-tour guide-cum-maid. LOL. thanks chau! ;D
crazyy. i can't believe i had to solve the souvenirs problems all at a supermarket! ><>
woke up at abt 5am to use the computer, then wash up, prepare & off to SINGAPORE! ;D
sian lor. reachhed SG, got phone call from coach, tell me go for training today! training is 2.30pm, and i reached SG at 1pm? WOW? TIME-marathon sial.
Happily bought 2 perfumes at one go! DKNY -red DELICIOUS! wahahas. & the usual, Calvin Klein -Eternity Moment! spent about $180 for 2 perfumes. OMGAWD. though i felt quite a pinch, but it's really damn cheap compared to town you know? bo bian lar, hand-itchy lehh. hahas, BOUGHT IT! ;DD WOOHOOS~
got out of the airport, & FOUND THAT WE'RE SHORT OF ONE LUGGAGE! WTH.
find like hell. then finally 1 guy took it to the lost & found corner. ehh, HE TOOK IT OKAYY? not we misplace one lor! well, he took it accidentally. ><>
CHIONG-ed to training. shit, todayy training damn slackk. but i didnt playyed well though. ): my racket spoiled. GREAT? SHIT, how am i gonna playy tmr? sigh. not used to the new racket lehh. ): well, best of luck to me bah!
oh ya, met mr pu & chun at school gate. they're waiting for mr quek><><). mr pu drove forward to let me see his face. LOL. then complain to me say i very BLUR! ><>
WAHAHAS. the joke of the day.
QING QING TOOK WRONG MRT TODAY! wahahas. we're chiong-ing to catch the train. somehow, she took the stairs & was faster than me, got on the train. then i was like, WTF? hey it's to Jurong East leh XIAOJIE! hahas. too late liao, gate's CLOSED! hahas, waited for her abt 15mins at bt batok MRT. then got backk to home! HOME SWEET HOME! <3
sigh, tmr vs tanjong katong girls. SIAN. NO CONFIDENCE SIAL. but still, have to try our best bah. I NEED TO GET THAT 1 POINT!!! & i'm playing DOUBLES tmr. SIAN. deadd. i think i pair with Vanessa bah. ><>
hmms, gonna wake up very very early tmr. need to take a GOOOOOOOOOOODDD~ REST. sian, sore throat, ulcer, fever, dehydration, stomach cramps, insect bites! BANG. ZHONG QIANG. really need a very very extreme good rest sial. LOL. hope i can recover by tmr, then play well bah!
ALL THE BEST FOR MY MATCH! ;D
oh yea? happy ISPL-ing!
GOOD NITE! ;D
-JANET-
stop that infront of me, can you? :S