Wednesday, July 21, 2010 @ 9:57 PM
21 July , the day i commemorate.
21 July 2007the day you left us, quietly.
how are you doing?
the pain you endured, the last breath you held helplessly, the scenes were not engraved in us, for we didnt get to see.
you were so near, but we failed to sense it.
if you had cried louder, maybe... we would.
i saw the pain in everyone, and felt the misery in me.
my nose, that became heavy
my eyes, that went watery
the piercing pain that went through my heart.
i shouted, and everyone did, for you to come back to us, but we know it's impossible.
we went sleepless
we dreamt of you everyday
hallucinating your presence at each and every corner, wherever we are.
four years passed, and it had never change.
we may not show it, but we are doing that in our minds.
i remember, the curry noodles that you cooked for me everytime i'm hungry.
plus the egg that added color to the simple yet delicious meal.
a less than 50cents meal, but it was enough, for happiness.
i know, i'll never ever get to savour that again.
but foolish me still hope for the day.
you'll never be forgotten.
21 July 2007
