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I'M SOOOO LOVIN' THIS PICTURE!
See that funky RED SPECS! KIM is currently studying as i am, NOW! accompany me study eh! LOL.
I'm currently stucked with a non-stopping series of whirlpools - still unsure of which school i'm intending to settle down in, which subject combination do i REALLY want, and whether BADMINTON is really the path i should continue, and should it be my priority in choosing a school?
I've been fumbling about it for the past 6days, and hadn't come to a conclusion. seeing my friends happily transfer before me, it really makes me want to go with me too. moreover, it's AC! - disgustingly tempting! AC is able to provide me with a holistic environment, a good reputation, BADMINTON, good teachers etc. but, i'm thinking of it, with quite alot of negative consequences behind it. will i be able to cope with the 8pm-end training, and reach home at 9plus, not being able to do anything except for lying paralysed on the bed? and the ELITES in AC? will i be able to go on par with them? catch up with lessons? but where are my friends? nowhere there.
Looking at JJ. FRIENDS and 4H2 is what JJ can give me. I'm rather certain that i'll be living happily in JJ, much much more. with loads of friends there to give me that much appreciated and longing support. BUT LOOK, it's ONLY JJ. not AC/HCI/RJC! coping with ppl of my standards is definnitely MUCH EASIER. BUT. Badminton? you're not some kinda super PRO player here, hello? i wouldnt be given a chance to play, not even that chance to perform, NO. went to training today, and i can say, it really demoralised me quite ALOT. maybe Badminton is just not for me? why are there foreign talents!!! :/
i'm a thinker, who thinks of everything under the sun, consider alot before making a decision. and she'll always be there, to help me make my choices, be it i heeded her advice or not. without it, i wouldnt be able to make decisions carefully, though sometimes i still fumble about it. at least there is someone who i can share all these with.
and with it, i decided to stay.
a hectic life from today onwards, but i'm prepared to face it!
hwaiting!