Thursday, September 20, 2007 @ 4:08 PM
pitiful day
There's a fight in our class today. And it got YiWei sacked from prefect i think? He's the i/c for detention lor..Wonder who will take over his job? Best not me..Heh~ I THINK only ar..Cos heard from the girls..LOL
Then Ms Ngiam somehow started a 'Class Talk'? Then she asked us what we like about 2E3 and what we don't like about 2E3.Then the good ones happened to be: unity,scholars in the class, teamwork (cos we always win in class competitions) etc. Then the bad ones are: ganging up on others,bully, destructive, absenteeism, noisy etc. The whole thing seems more like a boy vs girl talk lah.. cos it's exam times and we were sitting in index forms so boys one side girls one side. Then Ms Ngiam ask the class to voice out everything so the girls did it-bravely? Keep shooting the guys-LOL
Then Chanel, Eunice, ChangYen they all tell me to voice out. But i didn't want it. It's not because i'm afraid lar..it's just that i didn't want the thing to get worse..after all, to me, i think that things have got better than before..At least it's not as worse as last time...and i think this shows that time can cure at least that little something? I know that there are other more insulting things going on among the classmates but it's just that the girls kept it from me. Like the SMSes?
After all, what's the point of voicing out? Will they change? If u don't ike alex, that means u really don't. No one can force you to like alex. It's their opinion. Frankly speaking, i don't think that there's anything reasonable that can make them tease me expect for physically problems-LOL. They're real insulting and that's their nature. I wouldn't feel good if they purposely change themselves. and, there's really nothing that could make my wound better again after what they did to me.
Like my leg, after applying creams on it get that little better- at least not as bad as before.But despite the creams applied, there will still be a scar left. and that will become a forever thing that will remind me of how i fall..
Thanks 2E3 girls for your concern.. Really thank you..
With Love,
JaNeT <3
