Sunday, May 2, 2010 @ 11:28 PM
no, it can't be true.

I've been trying hard to convince myself that it's not true.
the sense of affection is unreal.
your smile makes all my efforts in vain.
yes, it's just me and my hallucinations.
it won't realise, yes.
stop controlling my heart, it's getting out of hand.
i can't, i musn't, i shouldn't.
please don't come any nearer, it musn't develop any further.
it hurts to face the fact.