Sunday, May 9, 2010 @ 12:45 AM
officially:
mentally, physically broken down.
i've never felt so tired before.or maybe i do, just that i hadn't felt so for so long, and it actually came back.crammed with tests and trainings and competitions.
i was freaking shocked when i was training, and i felt totally tired after only a short 30mins. gosh, where'd all my stamina gone to? and i thought it was because of my 2.4km run that i felt exhausted during training. (apparently it wasnt supposed to be?) but in fact this exhaustion continued for another whopping three days. and, i'm still feeling tired during training today, just that it wasnt as bad as before, but it's still bad.
felt weak these few days. no appetite, moodless, lethargic. and i fell sick like every 2 days intervals after i've recovered from one. rawr, i'm neglecting my linlin nowadays. LOL.
AJC,MJC,DHS,看招!
bang, i'm so worried that i couldnt perform on the day itself. alright, i shall constantly remind myself of what coach said about courage & fearless, and shidi's never say die spirit. HWAITING! neh, i'm only confident in winning MJC's 3rd singles. siannnnnn.
KHJ's birthday is coming soon, what shall i get for him. *think-hard*
i made a cake for mommy, but she didnt eat it. i'm so sad. nah, should have gotten used to it. :l
slow down, rest well, and prepare for a good game.
maybe this will help?
most importantly,
不要想太多!